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Bad bad bad 小青青!

dulan face quite lazy to edit pictures recently

Firstly, this entry may contain lots of errors because my Chinese SUCKS, obviously.
Next, I have a reason in writing this entry in my mother tongue language so please bear with me for the consistent errors.
Lastly, guess the right word because I really have no idea what's right or wrong.

今天我过得很不愉快因为有某某事情发生。 本来我的心情还好的，因为我能和我的好友同一组。但是，那个老师不知怎么了就把我们的租给分散。 那时候，我已经不像留在班上了。 我也知道他们的性格，也知道他们是怎样对待身边人，所以为何要和他们同一组呢？这样好像把我们丢进火坑里。

我真的很讨厌他！我是真的真的很恨那个小青青！他真的是很令人讨厌！我真的想揍他因为他的脸很欠揍。 啊~ 我快要凤掉了！真的好不爽他哦！你看看他的态度， 很有“风格”哦！ 如果我是他的妈妈， 我一定不感认他，真丢人。 没有人性的男生可以去吃大便死掉算了。

ARGH! CHINESE IS TOUGH! Alright, had enough of being a cheena. I spent almost an hour to type all these out in Chinese, and I know there's din dang lots of mistakes in it. Don't expect too much from me, I'm still learning how to read Chinese!

CREDITS TO PAT FOR HELPING ME CORRECT MY MISTAKES IN THIS CHEENA THINGY! :D

I'm darn busy recently. Had dinner today with Staciy and heard lots of interesting ghastly stories from her. Before that, while waiting for her, I was looking at the past messages and kinda missed those times. I regret deleting some of it in the past and hoped that I actually still had them. Kinda treasure it now. Oh, anyway take care of yourself or my bro will get worried sick!! He was sooo worried about you and kept on called me to ask you to "do this and not do that". Mushy* :)

Saw a couple of ex classmates but they were pretending that they didn't see me. Heck. Fakes.

Got a new job recently and it's been taking away my free time. I'm sad. I'm gonna spend Christmas with strangers! That doesn't really matter because I do not have a love one to spend a lovely x-mas with. So why not work to earn some extra buck to pamper myself?

My school break is on the 15th Dec 07' to 6th Jan 08'

MY SCHEDULE FOR DECEMBER
01/12 L
02/12 X Standard Charter Marathon 3am to 3pm
08/12 mid shift After work going to Marina South to eat steamboat
09/12 mid shift
15/12 L
16/12 mid shift
17/12 mid shift
18/12 E
19/12 E
20/12 E
21/12 mid shift
22/12 XXX
23/12 E After work going to WS event thingy
24/12 XXX
25/12 12-close It's X-mas and I've no date at all :(
26/12 XXX
27/12 L
28/12 E
29/12 E
30/12 mid shift

E shift : 9.30-5.30
mid shift : 12-8
L shift : 1.30-9.30++

So far, currently, my schedule works this way. ZOMG no rest at all!! KILL ME BITCHES!

These are some pictures from SCM
I hate misleading signs.

This pic is taken at SCM, new bitch friend who fails SS when she didn't know what are the 2 chopsticks!! HAHA JK you were fun! :p

(edits : credits to xuan)

Usually people have BFFs = best friends forever

HOWEVER, in some rare special extraordinary cases..

I have BBFs (if you know what it is)! OMG I'm so in love with it!
These are some of my BBFs :D
and they really are the b-iest of the b-iest!!!!!!! and NO way you can beat that!

and beat this,

so beat it, just beat it, beat it beat it beat it beat it (Michael Jackson's song) i'm a sexy back~

Feeling better now

HAHAHAHAHAHA I'm feeling lucky. I just did my Science quiz without reading and gotten 3 out of 5 when usually I get 0 for it!!! Next, I received a call today, UNEXPECTEDLY, after waiting for a few weeks :D OH BOY, must buy 4D tomorrow.

WOW, I guess the cutting of hair really works for me. It really did lightened up everything and really changed my luck! Long hair just makes me feel so heavy, clinging on to all the worries and depressions. By just cutting it all makes me feel better!

Recently, many people around me are feeling depressed. It made me realized that I should actually appreciate my situation and what I have now because there are many other people that needs to go through worse situations then I am in right now. No offense. To the people who are depressed, try to lighten up. Things are not as bad as they seem to be if you see it in a different light. You cannot change the situation but you can always change your thinkings and feelings about that situation.

I'm sorry I couldn't console you to make you feel better cause I'm not really good in words or saying sweet stuff. These kind of stuff, I really cannot help but all I can do is to lend you a listening ear. Both of us have different lives, yes, I agree. My life is more simple, while yours tend to be more complicated. You say I'm too simple, I do not think so much, and lead a simple life (very 天真). Nah, sometimes, I do think a lot, and I cry too. The only thing that is good for me is that I'm like a big kid. I'm the type who sobs at night, feel tired, go to bed, wake up, forget everything and AHHH it's a brand new day! Maybe, for certain things, it would take longer time to recover, but, I'm still fine! Thank goodness I'm a very forgetful person!

Sometimes, I just feel that this is fate, karma or whatsoever. We cannot change our fate but we can change our destiny. So just think of it differently, when there's good, there's bad. Just accept anything that comes. Usually, there will always be a rainbow after a storm. Good things do not come easily, so all you need to do is to be patient. Remember, don't be rash, always be patient. I have faith in you to overcome this :)

Now, I'm no longer that depressed anymore and these are the things that I did to make myself feel better:


1. Drink MILK TEA DAILY
nah, I don't know why but it makes me feel happy. Reminds me of HK.

2. No milk tea?? Drink alcohol!!? NO, I don't wana look ugly and have a beer belly.
Drink GREEN TEA, or COKE LIGHT
actually it's not really about the drink. Just do the things that you like, pamper yourself, and do things that only reminds you of the good stuff.

3. Go wild, high and crazy.
ease your stress, forget the bad things, make them go away. Go wild with your mates and talk more so that you wouldn't feel lonely and neglected.

4. Blast your music and SING!
vent all your anger and SCREAM! Listen to all types of music be it hardcore rock or chinese jay gay songs. As long as you like it, you are doing great :)

5. Go take a long relaxing shower.
hmm, provided that your parents don't mind you wasting our precious natural resource, go ahead and do anything you want in the shower.

6. CRY --> SLEEP --> FORGET.
I guess this only applies to the forgetful and lazy people.

7. Call someone and NAG NAG NAG!
this only applies if you have at least one friend that can be trusted. HAHA i pity my trusted friends.

8. Go on a movie marathon.
Go download/borrow whatever movies, or "cope" it from your friends to watch! Be a movie junk! Movies reminds me of the good times.

9. Play the piano or any musical instrument like maybe a recorder?
The only time that I can play a tune at my very best is only when I'm feeling down. Feeling down just makes me more "musically talented". It is the only time when my songs have feelings in it.

10. CUT YOUR HAIR
Very effective so you do not need to carry the excessive luggage (worries) at the ends of your heavy long hair. Hmm, now I know why Britney shaved her head.


HAHA I know this might sound crappy to you but seriously, it was what I did to make me feel better! Everyone could tell that I was happier now because I ate a lot (like a hungry ghost) at the first break!

My simple theory: Feeling hungry = Feeling happy

So just be happy, think only about the good stuff, if not life would be meaningless. I'm still waiting to see the rainbow so I guess I would just need to be a little bit more patient. ^^

Out of boredom

Skipped school today, again. 3 X for enterprise module. Hope I won't flunk this module.

I'm at xuan's place now, luckily her dog is out of sight. Since I'm soooooo FREE I shall upload the some photos.

Looks familiar? Remember I posted 1 of these (15th nov 07') the reena's version.

IMAGE TAKEN DOWN DUE TO UNFORESEEN CIRCUMSTANCES
(if you wana take a peek at the pic, feel free to ask me)

V.S

NOW YUTAKI's VERSION WOOOHOOOOO. So now, who is more gorgeous?

Scandalous affair in the class. WOOHOO.

22/11/07' Thursday
We signed up for a workshop without knowing what the hell it was all about!

"Characters with Character"

Sounds good? Sounds professional? IT WAS ACTUALLY A COMIC DRAWING WORKSHOP ZOMG. The best part of it is that, WE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DRAW! Worse still, it was linked to anime, and xuan DOES NOT WATCH ANY ANIME AT ALL! HAHAHAHA

So you can imagine 2 kukus at a comic workshop struggling to draw some comic characters.

We were asked to draw anything that compromise this shape.
Looks like a "toot" to me though.

Xuan's first art piece. Donut MAN and Donut WOMAN. HAHA couple

This is the instructor, and he couldn't stand us because we 2 are really too noisy, inattentive, nonchalant, and too "anything". Coincidentally, xuan's donut man is a look alike to this instructor. I remember his name, "SHAWN SIAO (sorry i dono how to spell your last name" because it's my lao gong name!

Seriously, this instructor laughed his ass off when he see this piece of art.

Maybe because that was his mirror image! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

We were supposed to be paying attention to his class,
BUT,
we were cam-whoring out of boredom!!!!!

Therefore, this was the end product!!!!!
Mine was a zombie slayer :) woohoo i like.

Xuan's art piece!
I must say it was a tremendous improvement by comparing it with the Donut man.
Her's was a half angel half devil thingy. Cute right. HAHA

I shall upload the part 3 cam-whore pics very soon.
"THE DRUG ADDICTS"

BYE BYE FOR NOW! :)

HELLO NEW HAIR

This song suits me, i like.

深夜里, 无法习惯没有你
不愿意再走下去。
这距离, 痛得我不能呼吸;
难忘记你的失去。

多少眼泪都无所谓，
我闭上眼睛不能入睡;
只希望你给我一些安慰。

这些眼泪我无所谓，
真心的对待最珍贵。
我回头想起爱情的甜美,
永远不后悔。

牵领我进入睡梦追随，
重温过去，我们俩梦中相依偎。
虽是梦幻， 愿沉醉。

ANYWAY,

BYE BYE LONG LONG HAIR
+sweaty head
+hair lost
+messy head

HELLO NEW SHORTER BUT STILL LONG HAIR
+new start

I feel better with my new hair even though it was a waste to cut my (stupid) long hair. Maybe it doesn't look great on me now but at least I feel happier to vent my anger on my hair! ROAR ~

I miss my short hair :) Reminds me of the sporty me in the past.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!